Pissed

I’m being a selfish child right now.  Right now I am seriously pissed about my cancer.

It doesn’t change a damn thing.

I am VERY grateful that so far it has not spread.  But I am still pissed.

I’m about to lose my job, I’m not sure how the insurance and financial issues are going to be worked out, there is a TON of uncertainty, and all I can do is wait and see.

F-ck.