Kicking Breast Cancer's Butt

Monday and Tuesday AM it looked like we were going to glide into an easy recovery….

That may be why Tuesday was crash day for me.  Late Monday night I hit a  wall of stress after we did her first shower.  Surgery drains, newly uncovered stiches, plastic to keep things dry etc.  Once we finished the stress of not “breaking” Tina hit me and then some. Pretty sure I am releasing stress I felt very little as I managed the last few days.

I slept hard.. and then Tuesday morning was mentally exhausted.

Tuesday AM Tina was up and doing chores.. I told her not to….

Then something got pulled there was sudden pain and the last two days have been tougher.. Periodic pain spasms etc.  I seem to remember my triple wisdom teeth extraction was like this… it got better for 4 days then I had 1-2 days where it was really bad.

She is healing and we are in communication with the DRs… but right now pain management seems to be #1.   Her surgeon thinks it may be that she didn’t keep ahead of the pain..  from what I see.. pain hits. creates stress .. creates more pain…  Lesson of the day.. when you get a body part cut off.. its ok to take pain meds for a few days and not worry that you don’t really need them..

Thursday AM.. I am getting a bit better sleep but needing to use ZZZZQuil tabs to get down the last three nights..

I totally checked out from work…the last two days (which I hate… but I was mentally useless for intelligent work)  watching email for emergencies etc. but I thought we were on track for an easy recovery week one…. not so much..

Michaela is sleeping on the couch to be close to mom.. and has been doing a good job letting me know if Tina needs something.. What good kid.. but I worry she is stressed and not willing to talk about it.

At some point we might get her some time with a consoler ….just to make sure.

Tomorrow we see Dr Javid who has been great this week.. even dealing with a problem where her resident didn’t return 3 calls in a row.. (she dealt with that pretty fast and it never happened again…)

And for those keeping score at home and who have bets pending with Vegas bookies… pathology game back…

  • Tumor… 12 Centimeters (5 inches!) Sorry for those who bet on a more normal size…
  • Single Mass… Good…
  • Clean Edges Good…
  • No skin or chest wall involvement.. good..
  • 2 lymph nodes of the 24 removed affected good given the size…

That makes the final stage  3A which is where we were last week….   Sorry I have checked with Vegas and no one had all it all right.. so no jackpot winners this week..

Joking aside it was big hummer..that came from no where and was undetectable 10 months earlier by a DR doing a breast exam, and was even hard for them to spot on imaging when they were looking for it… Get your tests.. do your monthly exams etc.and get weird stuff looked at right away people!!!

That said it appears to be a lazy SOB of a cancer which is good..content to sit in one boob and get fat vs going out to explore.. so in general pretty good news..  Given SCCA’s stats on all stage 3 cancers.. I think we still have a very positive prognosis…

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